Today's test: start the Fluttershy loop and leave it running for 24 hours, minimum. I'll be using earbuds and keeping the binaural audible. I'm not restricting myself to a trance, and I'll listen to other things by having headphones over the top. I've found I can hear conversation over the top of earbuds anyway.
I've used the Fluttershy file before, but as it was my first I never took full notes on it, nor investigated the effects entirely. This will be a prime opportunity to test both mental effects, and the effects of longer period hypnosis.
Update1: 5 hours in. I'm already doing much better than before, but a few conversations on the IRC have kept me a bit riled up. I'm sorta bouncing between a mellow form of normal me and Fluttershy herself.
I had an amazing moment where I told a pony on IRC that it was okay to have to force hooves, because if you did eventually your subconscious would get the idea. Then, suddenly, I had wings. It was amazing, simply amazing.
Update2: 7 hours in. One of my personality copies, the male, was yelling at me to turn off the recording. I had to go hide, but the other two protected me... I'm in between the female and neuter.
My voice is changing a little bit. I've started listening to music with Fluttershy's voice in it, which is very calming and nice
Update3: 9 hours in. I feel different. I've been passively forcing traits, and it was really awkward. My dorm had free food, but you had to answer questions about different topics... and it was hard. I tried to convince my roommate to let me just go without, but he had locked the door and I didn't have my key, so I had to. I did okay... but it was difficult. Even worse, the food was Hot dog... oh... I was blocking it but now I've remembered and I feel sick.
Update4: 9.5 hours in. I'm taking over for now. That file was draining her badly, making it difficult to interact on IRC. To much pain from the emotions, even from just talking to another pet (she wants to be one rather badly). Hearing about being a pet was too much, as she was both jealous and feeling guilty about being jealous. I've put her to sleep, dropping both of the two she was shifting from, and I've got control now, with one as oversight.
Update5: 12 hours in. I'm taking a shower at the 12 hour mark. I'm going to hand control back over to her.
Update6: Um... I just woke up... and its been 21 hours. I'm an Anthro, but I'm in a, um, superposition with fluttershy's body. It's hard to be shy... I still want to hug everypony...
Update7: 27 hours... and it was all worth it. I can't describe it here, so I'm making a second post to try to capture everything. In summary though, I will definitely be trying this again with other files.
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