Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Curse File Test 1

First File, Fox Furry Curse.  Volume at 25% headphone max.

Generic introduction, shared with the pony files.  Not a problem.  Breathing suggestions are a bit different, more repetition.  Also a different Binaural... Not really sure what tone it is.

“You are going to become a fox anthro.  This will be permanent.  I will tell you a secret though, you have been a fox all your life.”  ppfffft.... WHA!  Laughter is such a good defense against this.  Okay... the foot transform is pretty damn effective.  The fur coloration, etc, is totally ineffective though.  Similar to the pony files, I can’t figure out how fur should feel.

I just looked at my two tulpa... they were both fox anthros.  Then they cracked up when I was surprised and switched back.  damn them. Trolling me.

hmm.... there is some longer term suggestion in here... I see why this could be called a curse.  Plenty of ‘this will increase day by day until you are satisfied.’

Ooooo, tail.  Not perfect, but better than pony.... wait.  SHIT.  resisting again, insidious bastard file making me want a fox tail... cause I totally don’t.  nope nope... it isn’t going away...

And now headache... owww..... right in the temples.

Also, very weird stuff to make it more believable.  Like, if something passes through where you ears should be you won’t feel it, and that will seem normal.  All of your pants now have a hole for your tail... and so on.

Files over, only lasting effect is the tail... I’ll give it a few hours.  Notice I refused to go into trance; I’ll have to try this again far in the future while in trance.












Second File, Curse Lucid Dreams  -  Volume @ 70%

Again, a fairly benevolent file.  I won’t know the effects of this until I start sleeping, so I’ll only be commenting on the lines themselves.  However, unlike the last one, I do have a desire to have this one work, a desire I’ll be trying to fight.

Early stutter... great... same guy from the P.S. file, I think.  Straight voice?   I’m turning it up to see if there is a Binaural. nope.  Yeah, a new induction.  I haven’t heard this one before.  I wasn’t expecting it... he actually leads into it from out of nowhere.  Suggestion to improve receptivity, like the P.S. file, but not as long winded.  His mic needs some work; too close to his face.

hmm... He’s actually asking you to split your mind...  Also lots of language about ‘even though you are resisting, you still find yourself...’.  Getting a bit lightheaded. 25% in, still induction.

Breathing is slowed... so he’s effective there.  I’m moving a leg to try to avoid a trance; normally I wouldn’t want to (didn’t have to with the last one) but his induction is a bit more powerful.  ‘You can’t seem to stop listening to me, everything else is disappearing, slipping away.’  bullshit...

This would be a good induction...  Still very breathy.  LONG induction. 40% in.  Finally, a count down. 5 count.  Very lightheaded, locking my neck.  The count is finally over... and now there is all sorts of submissive tones.  Enope, thanks for helping me out buddy.

Okay, Curse section.  I’m hearing each line, not blocking them.  and I don’t know what to type.  He is describing ways to tell a dream from reality... I guess so that I don’t try lucid living... oh, that would be an awesome modification to this file.  Drug trance, I suppose.  Headache in my eyebrows now.

Hmm... it is setting up triggers for noticing dreams, which makes sense.  From what I know of teaching yourself to lucid dreams, it is all about noticing said dream, and then imposing your will.  So he is just setting up instances of ‘If you see X, you will know you are in a dream.’  also, ‘If you are in a dream, you may take control of it.’  Some dream Time Dilation suggestions... oh, and dream memory.  Repeating methods for checking if you are in a dream.  Rubbing hands, hold nose and try to breath, spin in a circle, etc.

Suggestions of zero moral or social consequences.... Not sure if I’d want a dream like that.  Dear lord... ‘It is your god-given right to be the god of your dreams.’   Starting to feel pressure... I’m waiting for this to end now... Maybe if I was in a trance this wouldn’t be so annoying and long-winded.

Yeah, I want to listen to this file again... when I don’t have to resist it.

Oh, his microphone has sorta fixed, btw.  Ever since the countdown, I now realize.  Both legs now... trying to avoid a trance.  ‘Every character in your dreams is there for you, and made by you, so you can do anything to them you want.’  OKAY, super creepy...

bleh... suggestion to relisten.  and an accelerator.  multiple accelerators, on multiple effects.  ‘And the only person who can change this is me.  They cannot change unless I release you from it.  You have chosen to listen to this file and accept it consequences.’

Finally, 5 count up.  Done.  NEED LOUD MUSIC TO REMOVE VIBES.



I had a third file planned... but seeing what a well written one is, I think I’ll hold off until I know this one’s effects.  The third is supposed to be quite strong, but I REALLY don’t want the effects, so I’m not gonna screw around with it.  I’ll move it to the end of the list.

I'm posting these a bit more Raw than before... more like the other journals on the forums   Is this better, since you get more details, or would you prefer the old way?  Please respond in the comments :D, and as always, feel free to contact me with an Questions, Stories, Ideas, or general social Chit-chats!

2 comments:

  1. I have not really read through much but I kinda like this format. It's very detailed and seems kinda raw like right out of your mind raw.

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  2. Thanks for the feedback. I'll post a few more of these in the future.

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